“It’s so lonely when you don’t even know yourself.”
life..
yeah..life…evryone has different story..different journey..different dream..different mind…
for me life is always never failed to amaze me, i feel so excited with my life journey, i found it s interesting,,people come people go…just as quick as you splash your eyes..but i always believe, there is always a reason why they come and go from our life…
flash back to my juniour high school moment, where i found my first love and i keep it for 5 years, then come to my high school moment where i found my first boyfriend who finally responsible for my un confidence in my life,,when i feel as a girl im not worthed at all till my college time when i found friendship and love…so many things happen and i really enjoy bad and good time at that time…
then without planning i found new world..when i had chances to touchdown europe, woww amazing, new world i never think i can touch, all big dream who only i can dream and one by one it start to come true…i learn about trust..friendship..love also and i found my best and greatest lifetime friend here…in holland..
then come the time when i back home and i found someone i feel he is the one, and i feel like i dont want anything more in my life except live my life together with that person..even the end is not happy ending but God allow me to feel so happy,,the feeling i never had before..and pain which i never had the pain like when he left me..back again,,theres always a reason why..
what should i not grateful for all this experience, not everybody have this..im sure..so now i just keep my life goes on and let everything fall and i believe perfect time will come to me…just pray that i still can breath..laugh and cry…
and of course from over all i still have my family..
FUTURE
START TO FIGHT !!!!
NEXT DESTINATION IS : LEUVEN !
GOING TO SURVIVE IN EUROPE !!!
BISMILLAHIRRAHMANIRAHIM…
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cinta kata mario teguh :)
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Mario Teguh – Loving you all as always
When you live with anoth…
When you live with another person for 50 years, all of your memories are invested in that person, like a bank account of shared memories. Its not that you refer to them constantly. In fact, for people who do not live in the past, you almost never say, Do you remember that night we…? But you dont have to. That is the best of all. You know that the other person does remember. Thus, the past is part of the present as long as the other person lives. It is better than any scrapbook, because you are both living scrapbooks.
Memory
lifetime friend :)
Months or years may pass without talking to someone but it’s crazy how many minutes in everyday that passes that they enter our mind at some point. Their laugh, their smile, their voice, the small shared moments, ones we will never forget and all because they were someone we truly loved so our heart remains silent because of no ears but forever strong for the one we truly loved as the minutes turn to hours, the days turn to months and the months turn to years.
Dear Past…
When the day is over it once again proves that time waits for no one and life goes on and that every day in life people separated for whatever reason have their separated distance go from hours, days, weeks until one day when the reality really sets in that they’re gone for good hopefully leaving us with a positive and loving memory…
Blessing :)
Look around you..everything is a blessing 
Kata seorang kawan
engkau bertanya padaku disuatu senja sehabis hujan hari ini. hey, apakah menurutmu hujan itu memiliki warna? menurutku hujan tidak berwarna, kawan. Hanya saja, hujan meneduhkan, sehingga membuat hati menjadi berwarna —
